This letter is what i wrote to hime after my last blog post
so the last conversation we had today was very interesting... it basically ruined any chance of us "getting together." and it was something that I've been really considering for the last few days, but after you told me "nothings going to change" it was the release i needed to say this; Jacob I know so much about you, and i love you dearly, I've messed up before, and have been forgiven, you've messed up as well, and you've been forgiven... but my whole thing is how can we start a relationship when nothings going to change??? you deserve someone who will be willing to hear you out once they've made up their mind, someone who will be willing to make the drive out to see you as often as you need, someone who doesn't hang up when they don't hear what they want to hear...and at this point of time i can't be that person... i do wish you the best of luck with your future endeavors, and whoever may stumble into your life and take u by surprise, i wish you eternal happiness, there will always be a spot for you in my heart, just not in the same way... it would be really helpful for me if you just gave me a few months.. give or take before you and i have any type of contact again, please I know you knew that there was no chance of us again, but i kept holding on to it, until you released me
Merry x-mas, and Happy New Year Jacob
♥ Jasmine
