Standing on my own

So within the past year I have gained so much independence, from moving out of my mom's house, to paying my own bills. From going to the doctor's off to going grocery shopping. Whatever the case may be I'm 19 years of age and standing on my own because my mom has prepared me for what i will/have face(ed).

Sincerely,
Standing on my Own

What life has been like for me

Within these last couple of month, my life has raised several questions for me, what am I going to chose for my minor, where I want to go for grad school, what exactly i want to do with my life.... and these are still questions that I don't have the answers to right now.
But I've learned to trust in the Lord, and let him work the kinks out for me....

And in these last couple of months I have learned to let go, and understand that if they don't come back there's a reason for it.
There are lessons that we all have to learn and decisions that we all have to make

So I'll keep you posted...

Sincerely,
Confused and then some...

walking a friend home in my apt complex i look to my left nd see WILD MUSHROOMS!!

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I'm on my back to Tucson for my second year in college... I'm moving into my very first apt, w/ the other ladies... I'm looking forward to the people i meet, the things i will get to learn, gaining another year of experience nd knowledge, and maybe even find a lil romance
May the Lord bless me along the way!

Jazzy!

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Chile con sol cont'd

Well I'm sure you remember me telling you about my night, @ Chile con sol well it resulted in me getting a e-mail from the dean of students!!!! I was like what?! you can't be serious, well I had to go in for an apt, and I thought that i would be able to keep from getting in trouble, well turns out I'm in violation of an Alcohol policy that they have @ the university for students... well my punishments are;

A letter being sent home to my parents ( that wasn't hard telling my mom, she just laughed at me, and said you will never live this down)

15 hours of community service, at a non-profit organization

80 charge to my student account, because i violated a policy

I have to take a alcohol awareness class

and finally, I'm on probation for three months!

Lesson#1 Stop trying to grow up so fast
Lesson #2 Just wait until your 21

Summer of 09

My 2k9 summer has been filled with some very exciting things, and I also learned some things about myself along the way.

A few things I learned;

Was that if i just take the time, and put in the effort it is easily possible to continue to get good grades in my classes....

Hard work pays off, with a promotion I received at work!!! Yay me!!!

This was my summer to experiment with new things such as; Piercings, and tat's

I now have a total of 8 piercings, count them 8!!!!

The next thing that is my pride and joy is my first tat, which is a Japanese lily! I chose to get it because I love Japanese art, the colors, and designs are so beautiful to me (hope you can make it out)

But besides the tat, and piercings, I have been truly lucky to learn something about myself;

I often tend to doubt my abilities, and carry less confidence w/ myself, but it's something that I'm starting to work on....

I've even been able to find someone to make me happy, and actually because of him I'm starting to feel like there's a part of me that has been awakened, and I'm truly grateful for him... It's actually funnie because today I was reading an e-mail from a friend that said something like "God puts people places for a reason", and I just started laughing because I think back to that day, If it wasn't for me deciding not to go to class, and being late to meet my friend for lunch I might not have met him, but I did, and now I do...

A summer time filled with excitement, and even finding a bit of romance, looking forward to what the school year will bring!!!

Till then,

Jazzy

My night at chile con sol

It began like any other night, chilling with friends, running into each others rooms to get ready to go out... the occasional sip of a drank, my choice of poison for the night (99 apples w/fruit punch kool-aid , and patron w/ sprite). Hit the bar around 11 something after taking pics with each other, danced and joked around for a bit, met a few ppl... ran into some Co-workers, then the party really got started ppl started coming outta the wood works... and I got a free drink from the Dj "that's my DJ"... lol

So I'm dancing drinking having a good time, when the music cuts off and a bartender yells for everyone to stay inside because some ppl got busted selling drugs in the parking lot, and the cops still have not left yet... So "shake the monkey" by too short comes on (that's my hit till this day FYI), so you already know that I had to twirk someone off (and ohhh i did that, even lost breath doing it!)

So after I caught my breath I'm just chilling and talking when the front doors to the bar open, and the cops start flashing flash lights... a few ppl start running to the back throwing down their bottles of beer, and trying the hide the cops come in and says "have your id's ready if you want to leave".... Of course they let the 21 and older go home, but the 18-20 have to stay, and anyone who didn't have their Id's...

I'm waiting @ the door, and the cops pull out the Breathalyzers, an officer calls me over asking me questions... I was sure he was gonna give me the test he asked
"have you been drinking tonight"
I told him yea, but before I came here... and he said
"you do know that it is illegal for you to drink underage right?"
I told him yea, I do..
He asked a few more questions, and said that i wasn't under arrest and I was free to go...

While I'm sitting in the car waiting for my three other friends to come, I'm texting everyone, posting it to my FB wall, Tweeting about it... and all three of my friends come out with tickets... they all blew over the legal amount which is .008.... one blew 2.0, the other 2.67, and the youngest blew .009 (and she drank more than everyone)... It was truly by the grace of God that I did not get the test, maybe it was because I was one of the people who had their I'd, or that the cop saw honesty in my eyes when he was asking me questions... Cause I sure as hell kept eye contact with him!!!

WHAT A NITE!!!